Monday, November 8, 2004 10:33 a.m.
.:skool rawks~~:.
here i am in the library using one of the laptops...just finished history mass lecture..well it wasn't a lecture actually...we sat through a whole vcd of madonna's music videos and ironically..don't freak out ok...i actually OWN that particular vcd. so to contemplate for the boredom..i sang along to madonna's songs..."and everywhere i go!!!!...and everybody noes.....nanananananananannan beautiful stranger"

well i will be having rendering class later.....with fuckin miss lye who will go like "ok class anything to asking? if nothing then start doing rendering now ok?"

Wednesday, November 3, 2004 08:52 p.m.
.:poor thing:.
was on the way to NTUC to get food for my own cat...when two stray cats..an adult and a kitten, mewed at me and followed me...obviously they were asking for food...well as you all might know..i completely felt sympathetic and ran to NTUC and got 3 cans of cat food...quickly ran back to the void deck and fed the cats..they must be extremely hungry as they immediately devoured the can of food after i opened it...sheeshz i just hope things get better for them

Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:19 p.m.
.:Choices:.
attended a briefing about the various specialisation courses available for 2nd and 3rd yr studies, namely fine art, interior design, multimedia or visual comm. the trouble is that i can't make up my mind on what to put as my first choice....should it be VC or MM?

anyways the month of ramadan has been a tiring one for me...timetable for tuesdays is sucky this term...9-12 printmaking then 5.30-8.30 sculpture sheeshz! and there's so many things to be done...projects here and there...i hope i can manage...especially now since it's the fasting month and my days are usually lethargic and slow....

Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:18 p.m.
.:tired:.
bleargh..too sleepy to splurge anything here...full update coming soon.............

Saturday, October 23, 2004 11:57 p.m.
.:BACK AGAIN:.
ok..let me get this straight..the last update was in august and it's now freaking October, well i guess if by chance someone or something is reading this, then he or she or it might think that i am insane for not having updated by blog for eons.

well i've finally decided to start over again, but i am gonna redo my blog cos i am too darn lazy for that..but hey..something is better than nothing right? these past few months has gone well enough for me..being in NAFA certainly is stressful..anyways..i got the inspiration to blog again from the tv series Get Real which had a feature on blogging as a whole...

Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:00 p.m.
.:school life:.
remember the VW Golf ad? the one where that guy yelled "Moron!"? ah yes that one....that word..."Moron"...it just gets on your nerves...cos there's a whole bunch of em in my school...the over-sensitive, easily-offended and many unusual alienified behaviour...or izzit just me and my egoistic self complaining? perhaps i should refrain from being "too" straightforward...sometimes i think i am more straightforward personally than sexually....ahakz...if u guys noe what i mean that is..

so too all those who can't stand me and my mouth...come forward and tell it straight to my face aight...don't worry..i won't turn into the hulk and eat you up...cos i am the sort who won't waste my energy going after something useless.

Monday, August 9, 2004 11:41 p.m.
.:success:.
sheeshz...i really hate ceramics class...the thought of getting my hands all dirty and filthy just to make a stupid pot pisses me off. looking on the brighter side of things..i finished playing Initial D Arcade Stage Version 3...yeap the whole darn game...and i did it with a so-called slow and useless Mazda RX-8...i love that car! ehehe :)

this week two of my close frends would be turning 18...Fal's b'day falls on the 11th of August, while Dzool's one falls on the 15th. all i can do is to wish them all the happiness and luck in the world. my new target would be to start Initial D with a new car...a Mazda MX-5.

Mazda RX-8 : Start The Revolution

Sunday, July 25, 2004 11:13 a.m.
.:here it is:.
well here's the update that all of you have been dying to read. so far everything's going fine with my school and social life. to be a bit honest, i kinda like NAFA and i will work hard to become a good "artist", although my drawing skills are a bit sucky. but hey i am working on it, and guess what, i got an A- for my still life drawing classwork..not bad huh..ahah

elsewhere in my boring world, i will be officially graduating from MDIS on the 16th october, at a somewhat posh graduation ceremony which will be held @ the Ritz Carlton hotel..whoa...and that coincides with my mother's b'day..well that does it for now..i'll update faster now k? eheh

Tuesday, July 13, 2004 10:26 p.m.
.:alive again:.
damn, how long has it been since there was a new entry here...seems like ages doesn't it..anyways, things seemed to have worked out for me. i am now happily studying in nanyang academy of fine arts. i consider myself quite lucky cos i am among the first batch of students to use the brand new campus which is exceptionally modern and well-equipped.

i have always admired people who are good in the arts, namely painters, sketchers, and sculptors...cos they have so much talent and passion. however, i wasn't really serious about doing art until now...i suddenly have the drive and adrenaline pumping thru my veins to acquire skills in arts....i really wanna be good at it!

Saturday, June 26, 2004 12:16 a.m.
.:life and alive:.
my god it seems like forever since i updated this darn thing, don't get me wrong...i don't hate doing this but sometimes there's this sense of reluctancy whenever i want to write something here..weird~
People like me usually have rubbish lifestyles and it's still business as usual...here comes my favourite line...
Nothing Spectacular Happened In My Life

if registering at NAFA sounds spectacular to you, which was the most exciting thing to happen to me, then welcome to the world of boredom where everything is as dreary as it can possibly get.

Friday, June 11, 2004 12:00 a.m.
.:unwell:.
sorry for the late update...i've been sick these past few days....came down with fever, cough, headache argh you know all the usual stuffs. ok my mind is blank. that's it for now. gonna update when my brain is up and running again.

Friday, May 28, 2004 01:30 a.m.
.:long time coming:.
well well it's about time i updated my blog...it's been a while and surprisingly these few weeks wasn't exactly the best days of my life....first there were family squabbles..which involved my mum being grabbed hold of by my ruthless uncle who looks like a pig, and being treated so unfairly...man my mom ended up crying....and it was all because of a payslip...a darn piece of paper....after that unforgettable night...i swore upon all things holy that if somehow my uncle and his family need my help in the future...however small that favour might be...i'll see to it with pleasure that he won't get it....even if they cry a thousand tears in front of my face.....in my eyes they are no more my relatives....just a bunch of ruthless bastards and a cheap ass of a whore(my aunt).

well on the bright side...i watched Shrek 2 and i gotta say...that was without a shadow of a doubt the best movie i watched this year....

Monday, May 17, 2004 11:57 p.m.
.:relieved but worried:.
damn....graduation project presenatation is over....now that's one big load off my tiny shoulders....got my exam results today...glad to say that i passed all 4 modules...but i got a not-so-desirable D for public relations and advertising......i barely passed! damn~!

brand new week....quite a miserable one....fal's started probation which means he won't be coming to my house for the next 6 blardy, long, draggy months, on the brighter side of things though, my group's drama was so good that the lecturer suggested we sent it for the short story competition....hehz we paid over 300 bux to hire a professional editor to edit that damn thing...

Sunday, May 9, 2004 12:35 a.m.
.:blank:.
manz...really dunno what to put in here....nothing spectacular happened this week...only the fact that one burden is off my shoulders now.....my graduation project report....35 long pages. so i hope i pass. that's it

Friday, April 30, 2004 11:51 p.m.
.:oooh~*:.
went filiming yesterday....not just any normal session but this time we did a kissing scene and a scene with a guy and a gal on the bed.....the girl was wrapped in a towel while the guy was shirtless....we also filmed in heavy rain yesterday...had to it because we were kinda like behind schedule and would have to complete that particular scene urgently.below are some pics...sorry no pics from the bed scene are gonna be uploaded here!!



that was how dark the sky was when we were filming outdoors


thanx to rizzy and jo...first two from the left on the first row

Tuesday, April 27, 2004 11:30 p.m.
.:eerie:.
first entry of this week......accompanied jun to funan and sim lim square yesterday to check out some new PCs....today.....just filming....bleargh...went to return the bass guitar to nad before heading down to ang mo kio...what's interesting is that we did a rape scene today at bishan park...at around 9pm.....and boy was it freaky and super duper eerie cos there's like no one else around at that park...and we were the only ones....got on the bus on the way home....watched a bit of "incredible tales"....and then i realised that i was ALONE inside that big bus...with the freaky looking driver.....damn~

Sunday, April 25, 2004 10:27 a.m.
.:stardom~*:.
went to Stardom '04 ITE Talent Showcase yesterday @ Singapore Polytechnic convention centre...must say that it was quite a show....the long queue outside and the $6 ticket were nothing compared to the multi-talented performers....there was even a group of guys in a band who dressed up like girls.....they were playing the song "pretty woman" and "let's get loud"

fal's group also performed yesterday...playing "the reason" by hoobastank and "here without you" by 3 doors down....but sadly, they didn't get any prizes for their category...thanx to some stupid judges who let 3 chinese girls who couldn't sing win the 3rd prize....

Thursday, April 22, 2004 04:23 p.m.
.:outside:.
right now i'm at orchard cineleisure inside a cybercafe....using their $2/hr internet service....hehz....even though i have unlimited broadband access at home...sheeshz..waiting for ana to finish her graphs for her graduation project....at least she's finishing...i haven't even written a single word...and it's due in about a week's time....on 3rd May 2004..still pondering whether i have enough time to complete it.

on the brighter side of things....i am meeting dzool today...accompanying him to buy a hat which he saw on saturday...and also i am gonna go for a haircut...right now searching what kind of hairstyles would fit me...i am sick and tired of having the same hairstyles for the last 2 freaking years!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:48 p.m.
.:no mood:.
rover gave birth this morning...to 6 kittens....3 black coloured ones and 3 spotted ones....they kinda look like cows...but they're all cute...so no love lost there. now what's bothering me is that they'll be sent to SPCA. i personally can't bear to send them over there...since they would be injected so that they won't mate and breed....for me that's a cruel thing because even though we are the dominant species on this planet, it doesn't give us the right to alter the lifestyle of others...especially since we are not the only specimens that exists and inhabit this world. 1 of the 6 kittens would be given away to my grandma's frend.....i still dunno what i am gonna do about the other 5........oh god please help me........i guess people reading this might think that i am overdoing it, but i'm an animal lover and hate so see them being mistreated

Monday, April 19, 2004 11:37 p.m.
.:money:.
does money really make the world go round? is it the only force that drives the human race? well as much as i would hate to say it, it certainly seems compelling enough for me to agree. money DOES control our lives...and may i add...a BIG part of it....so big it sometimes shrouds our thinking and causes chaos amongst us. right here in sunny Singapore...everything revolves around money......in singapore it doesn't go "no woman no cry" instead it goes "no money sure cry"...argh~~~!!!! i fucking want money!!! and i want lots of them!!! so many things to do!!! the angst is just phenomenal!

Sunday, April 18, 2004 10:36 a.m.
.:finally~:.
yey...finally pitas is working again...that's the problem with technology nowadays..sometimes their reliability remains a question. nothing spectacular happened for the past two days...just tired and exhausted from the scorching hot weather...went filming on friday..all the usual stuffs..haunted house, many takes for 1 scene blah blah blah...really tiring

accompanied dzool shopping yesterday...searched the whole town for his brown Gola shoes but to no avail....but the Puma shoes that he bought looks kinda nice...but i've set my eyes on a pair of Fila shoes which i found really appealing...hehz

Wednesday, April 14, 2004 12:44 a.m.
.:freaky.:
this is HOT news.....the whole yew tee neighbourhood went dark at about midnight....and my goodness was it pitch black! we only had the freaking stars for light.....before we lit up our candles...and the best part is, it wasn't only yew tee that experienced....other neighbourhoods like choa chu kang, bukit panjang, bukit batok and marsiling were affected sheeshz

went filiming at jun's boyfriend's terrace house in ang mo kio....and i gotta admit, that house WAS freaky! i didn't feel comfortable inside that house....*goosebumps*

Saturday, April 10, 2004 10:26 p.m.
.:???:.
day started quite early in the morning....headed down to lavender to meet devaki for GP meeting......after that to the hospital...to see dzul who is still not discharged yet cos of fever.went to fal's house to hang out for a while........argh~! today was a bit boring....my good friday yesterday was much much better!

yesterday also began in the morning...followed my family swimming at jurong east swimming complex...then after that to the airport...my personal favourite hangout place...and i was lucky enough to spot not 1 but 2 McDonnell Douglas MD-11s from JAL & Finnair...and of course that British Airways Boeing 747-400...and one more thing these pictures were taken by yours truly here..so enjoy it...not the pinnacle of photography but i think it works



arriving as flight JL719 from Tokyo...I guess...



arriving as flight AY97 from Helsinki via Bangkok...this time i am sure



arriving as flight BA17 from London

Thursday, April 8, 2004 11:20 p.m.
.:ashamed:.
serves me right for not checking my yamaha calendar...didn't know today was their holiday..went to the contempo pop school...only to see empty studios....sheeshz the counter staff must be laughing at me when i made my way out....

nothing nice happened today...just a normal weekday, sat at lido writing scripts for my graduation project drama that's all. and went to the hospital for a while to visit dzul.hopes he gets discharged on friday.and also hope fal gets better soon, in time for Stardom!

Wednesday, April 7, 2004 11:12 p.m.
.:bloopers:.
boy, what a day today...went back to school to practice acting out various roles for my graduation project. it was what happened after that made me really laugh hysterically. me, jun and nurul went down to junction 8...and jun wanted to buy a choco bun from sweet secrets...only to find out that her wallet was missing...she was sooo worked up and went like "oh my god!".....i paid for her bun first before we sat down and jun started ravaging her bag....

we went back up to school and started searching for her wallet, she checked the toilet, but it wasn't there. strolled back into the classroom where we initially were, and sat down at the back of it. suddenly, jun saw her wallet lying on the floor near the door! hahahah at that point i couldn't stop laughing.... i mean there were 3 of us.....and NONE of us saw the wallet lying on the floor when we came in again.....sheeshz....3 pairs of eyes couldn't see 1 wallet.....guess i must start taking care of my eyes too!

Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:13 p.m.
.:down:.
today can be regarded as one of the worst days of my entire life....boboy's missing!!! the kitten that i loved and cared for since he was born is gone!! argh~!! it's all my fault.... i shouldn't have gone jogging so i can keep on eye on him...words just can't describe the depression that i am feeling now

with my journalism exam just two days away, i don't know whether i would be able to cope with all these pressure, frankly speaking i don't feel like studying for it. what have i done to deserve this....i really don't know. i just hope i can find boboy. :(

Tuesday, March 23, 2004 09:01 p.m.
.:relieved:.
phew, finally 1 down and 3 more to go. at least some of the stress is gone now. luckily the paper wasn't that hard.. but then production process was not tested! i spent hours memorising the steps!! blardy hell

follwed amisha and june to bugis after the exams, june bought studs and amisha bought a pair of earrings and a sling bag.....my gawd! it took her sooooooo long just to find the bag which she likes... she tried on like 5 bags continuously manz...my legs were darn painful by the time she bought that bag. what's with girls taking such a long time just to buy something...sheeshz..i dun get it

Monday, March 22, 2004 11:30 p.m.
.....at ease.....
bleargh finally studied for tomoro's paper manz, felt so relieved, lucky the topics wasn't hard enough for me to comprehend. studied for a while @ orchard library before having lunch at far east....

fal came over and he styled my baby cousin's hair like a modette! ahah he and his obssesions...never fails to implement it on someone...but still my cousin looks kinda good with that hairstyle... eheheh

Sunday, March 21, 2004 07:01 p.m.
:.dreadful.:
dreadful is the right way to describe this "ruined" sunday as i would like to call it, simply because of the horrible rain. dark clouds started to gather from out of nowhere and before you know it, it was raining cats and dogs...times two! ahakz, it was so darn bad that my uncle's pot of plants got damaged...

the wind was one of the strongest i had ever seen....i brought both of my cats inside the house as i wouldn't want them to be shivering in the cold outside...hai~ what a dreadful evening

Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:15 p.m.
:.aftermath.:
guess i went out after all, ehe i went out with my family. dzul wanted to come over but then i was already out. sorry pal! my sis bought something from This Fashion, it's her birthday next friday...

ate at this stall called auntie winnie's lok lok something, which i must say is quite cheap. the whole meal only cost 18 bux..quite good value for money...but then the aftermath of all these is that time was wasted cos i actually planned on studying manz! argh!!!

Saturday, March 20, 2004 12:30 p.m.
.....Yes I Can!.....
hey....ya....blah blah yes! ahakz today i managed 3 rounds of the track! on the downside, exams are coming and i have yet to start studying for my journalism paper...i already finished some topics for tuesday's paper, the tv & radio production paper.. now all the camera shots and movements are getting mixed up in my head

bleargh i guess today i am not goin out, money being the main factor, guess that money is really important for survival here in sunny Singapore, but anyways, this is a chance for me to start studying.......i suppose...

Friday, March 19, 2004 04:47 p.m.
.....lazy days.....
"you & me all we want to be is lazy...."hah that was part of the lyrics from a song called "lazy" from Suede.and that exactly describes me today...plain lazy! bleargh wanted to go to the gym at first, but the weather was just right for me to go on an afternoon nap...that was like 15 mins after i had my lunch! argh! like pig right!

well then today is classified as the most boring day of this week, didn't go out and study todae.. exams start next tuesday for me. argh i hope i have enough time to study...

Thursday, March 18, 2004 09:50 p.m.
.....on the way to success.....
yey! ehehe i can't believe that i actually ran 2 rounds round the jogging track without stopping!! i was like so pleased that i shouted "YES!!!" at the end of the second round.... ahaha it was quite an acheivement for me actually.. ahah hope this is a sign of better things to come aight..

well after that, it's just another day of studying @ orchard library.. but this time no "eating like a pig" while studying... i just shared onion rings with my two frends that's all... eheheh maybe things ARE looking bright...

Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:59 p.m.
.....ironic.....
bleargh.....nothing much happened, just that i spend a lot at Cafe Gallilee at National Library. i had two bottles of mineral water, shared potato wedges and fries with my frends, and had a plate of chicken bbq sandwich....burp! was full by the time i got home

i wonder how that will help my diet plan.... ahakz, i am actually on quest to look better but instead i am eating like a blardy pig.....well then i guess i should jog more... tomoro morning i am going jogging again, the second time this week... it's kinda ironic for someone like me who doesn't even like fitness to be suddenly interested in it.... strange huh....bleargh~

Tuesday, March 16, 2004 09:34 p.m.
on the way to being in the pink of health
I myself can't believe it but I actually went jogging ths morning! wow! ahahah I am trying to get in shape, i really dun like the way i look now... muahah

went studying today at the library.. bleargh exams are just around the corner, next week to be exact...trying hard to make sure i get good grades 'cos this is the last term examinations. aha bumped into a few of my few ex-school band mates on the way to orchard juz now..saw the famous "zombie", who is Faiz.. and Suhana, the trumpeter.

Monday, March 15, 2004 11:15 p.m.
......:::end of something nice again......:::
sombre....it's the last of classes for me today at mdis...the funny,wacky, loud and zany batch of DMCD2 0326A will now split for their exams and respective graduation project. what is being regarded as the best mass comm intake to me has now come to and end. but fret not, strong friendships have bonded most of us together, and some of us will be continuing on to the advanced diploma level

i just hope that my request for deferment would be accepted so i can pursue my studies.... kinda thinking of it, i am too young for NS!!! argh anyways, i kinda hate it... what a waste of time... blearh



me and my classmates

Monday, March 15, 2004 10:59 p.m.
Bonjour
hey got myself a new blog.....what a surprise~ anyways it's big thanks to my guud buddy dzul, who recommended me to pitas...so go on and cheer for me, for here i come tackling this whole new world of bloggin

anyways, i won't be writing using mushy mushy or flowery language here... just pure simple english... thoughts straight out, fresh from my brain

Monday, March 15, 2004 10:43 p.m.
a new blog is born...
behold people... a new blog has been borned